The Last Day of my Life and how would I spend it..

I would call JanJan, Ma. Paula Tolentino, Raymond Reyes to come over... then we... we are going to take a plane to Japan and go see my dad and convince him to come with us.. then we are going to take another plane to Spain and see my mom and convince her to come.. then we are going to finally see The Inca city of Machu Picchu in Peru and see the great barrier reef in Australia.. before the day expires i would call my cousins one by one.. and tell them how much i love them.. kiss Paula and give her thanks for listening to my rants, hug Mhon so tight and thank him for everything that he has done for me and that I couldn't have been this strong if i knew that he wasn't at my back to support me,.. then kiss my mom and dad and tell them that I love them so much.. then during the last hours of my life I would spend the evening with Janjan watching the sceneries with him.. and tell him that; I am thankful that I met you, spending it with you would be the best moments of my life, you taught me a lot of things, you showed me how much I of a pain in the ass I sometimes be, you never lose your cool even when I'm mad, you know exactly what makes me smile, you never let the day end until you see me smile back at you, you have always appreciated everything that I do for you, when I give you a gift you exuberantly thank me that made it look like i gave you a Lamborghini wherein I just gave you a pair of socks, nobody has ever read my facial and eye expressions better than you do..sometimes.. I do not even need to speak my mind.. and there you are you knew that I'm throwing tantrums at my room without you looking..,you know exactly how to show affection, and I am very much happy when i can make you do things you never did before, i love shopping, going on food trips , love traveling with you. i love seeing you act like a 10 year old kid, love it when you get furious at me over the phone and just hug me when you see me., i also love it when you almost raise your voice at me one time for making you get up in bed so early then when i give you a silent treatment for 5 minutes you would say "halika nga dito" then you grab me and hug me. but one of the best moments is when we are just sitting and just stare at each other for 10 minutes then you would smile and give me a peck.. and i can't help but giggle when you call me and say "san ka ngayon? kita tayo now na!" but when i tell you that i can't be with you, you throw a mild tantrum and say certain things, that i just can't help but laugh at it and it would make me go and see you.. like it when you say beautiful things about me then say things that you hate about me, like it when you take control because you are the sole person on earth that has ever made me submit to him. but i most definitely love when i get mad at you then you would just follow and listen to what i say.. I'm having fun taking candid photos of you then you would give an expression that would even make me want to photograph you more, and i can't help but tell you how much i wanted to hug you when you do things to please me. u would always ask what pleases me more, and what are the things that makes me angry, i can't help but want to kiss you when you still answer the phone in the middle of the night when i call you and can still say sweet things even when you are already sleeping and you would still not forget to say with your bedroom voice "love you, goodnight hon , don't forget to pray before you sleep, drive safely and carefully, lakasan mo sounds mo para hindi ka antukin sa pagdridrive txt mo ko pgdtng mo haus, txt kt paggcng ko switdrims nyt nyt huwag k ng pumunta kung saan saan ha pls.. go straight home love you ok." - those are the words you never fail to say each night. u never cease to amaze me every time i see you, the days that i spend with you has always been amazing.. i just wished that i have met you 10 years ago.. it would have prolonged my life.. and remember you are not going to get another girl who are inferior to me, you make sure that in every way that girl is far superior to me ok..? you take care of yourself always, you do cockfights every 3mos only.. and you do not disobey me because i can still scold you even if I'm just a ghost.. and i just love you so much" then i would hold hug and kiss him, then finally sleep on his shoulders and await for my expiration :((

Nefy